I forgot sunscreen, so I know I will be fried tomorrow but it was worth it !
First day back at it and my legs are shaking but it feels good and I am smiling 😁😁😁😁😁
Instead of the talk test, I did the “sing slipknot” test and when I would get too tired to sing I would take a break and walk.
So I walked and ran and mostly ran all the way back down because it was down hill and I was getting fried by the sun.
I need a tan but dammmmmn. 😂😂😂😂
Running has never been an issue in other aspects of my life at least.
Being independant and working a tech support job from home… and by home I mean from one I can afford, so technically a fixed up travel trailer.
Dont laugh! Okay, its okay. I am laughing too. 😂
Its logical though really. There isnt technically an office space here at my moms, so I am improvising. All in one son.
Ill Save up and only invest in myself. Work my ass off and run at night gitty in the shitty city thinking im witty.
And I have not forgotton about my mission here, and that I have some goals to smash.
- Run and lose 30 Lbs.
- Only focus on me.
- Buy a “vintage tiny home”
- Make lots of money.
- Fix my credit, Iv been learning a lot about disputes. (so interesting finding out how creditors can be so shady over medical bills! This shall be fun )
After wasting so much of my time and effort on relationships.
I have decided to only rely on me and quit putting my heart into people that dont give a shit about me.
Below is what I have found that I can actually afford, and the picture on the bottom is in my opinion over priced but the top one is actually way cute if I was a spider.
On a run day one all over again
Found a new trail as well.
Here is a poem real quick out of the random blue because I love you-
“I don’t know where I am running to.
Nor do I have anyone to.
But I will find my way all on my own.
The last thing I need in my life is a human
My poetry used to be all depressing, but I know laughter is the only way I can deal with things without getting all emotional. 🙂
Running is also my road to saving myself.
I know its only been a few times a week so far but its better than I have ever done in my life.
I want to put the talk test to test tonight too, it always depends on the situation and my comfort zone however but I guess it will pan out the way it will pan out.
We will see 🙂